*PREPARING*!!

fredrick just took me to the store, so i could withdraw money from the atm from my debit card for the strip club on tuesday. i'm pretty sure they HAVE to have an atm at rick's cabaret though but now that i think about it- they probably charge out the ass in addition for using the atm there. so i probably made a wise decision in getting some money on my own before going to rick's. i was trying to decide if me not going to mexico made any difference in me deciding to go to rick's.. i'm not sure if it made much of a difference- i've always had a desire to check it out, it just so happens to be my birthday on tuesday and doug said they give you lap dances for free for your birthday (i'm pretty sure i remember him saying that)- ah well. i'm still gonna get a lap dance- free or not. hopefully i take my concerta that night to keep me awake, so i don't just run on adrenaline to keep me awake and going. i'm not sure how long my adrenaline would keep me going.